I forgot my glasses today.

Usually, I wear contacts during my days of life. But I used all of my years supply and my mom still yet has to make me an appointment to get more. So instead, I have been using my glasses but they are hard to remember to put on my face, because it's hard to find them because I can't see.
I made the mistake of sitting in the back of all my classes on the first day of school when the teacher wrote down the seating chart. I wore my contacts the first couple weeks so I didn't think about days when I would absolutly need to see the board. Without my glasses, I look like the stupid kid in the back trying to take notes.



At the end of class, the kid that sits next to me hates me by then because all class I distracted him by asking him to read me what the teacher wrote on the board so I could write it down.

Another thing I usually forget that ruins my day is a ponytail holder. I always have one on my wrist 90% of the time, but on those 10% days it corresponds with when I forget my glasses or wear the same underwear as the day before.

Don't think I don't notice you say "Oh, you look fine!" and then turn around and talk to your other friend saying "Look at that messed up non-humidity resisting poor excuse for a human being!"

Just when you start to think "Man, you should get some sort of cash prize for all the daily things you go through.", it gets worse. During the months of November and December, I start to see a decline in my clothing that are still concidered "cool", or even clothes that still fit. I'm being seen in the same outfit twice a week, or people start to question me.

I started to think that these people don't want to know the answer to the questions they ask, so all they do is ask it really loudly while making a scene to get as much people to look at you as possible.